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2006-04-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

I've decided to try something new. (click.) =)))

2006-03-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

Still looking for the one

Thank You: Julie, Rachel Lau, Waritta and Zesa for that (omg) short skirt, HAH. It's really short, but thanks anyway. I'll plan to wear it one day. Hmmm, I can really become more girl man.

I'll update in points:
- Last Friday, my first AND last Sports day, FUN!
- Hockey Match, unexpected person came.
- Unexpected dinner at unexpected location after that.
- Sat's flag day! Hahah, I slacked.
- Today's match against STC, okay.
- Might get Neeon soon! 5GB =) (I love my Dad!)
- Lastly, believe it or not, I'm starting to watch tv now.
- Shows I catch: Da Chang Jing and Lost Season Two.

Okay, BYE!

2006-03-16T09:29:00.000+08:00

The fire

Look at this:

JIA YI

[adjective]:
Sexually stunning

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?'

How diao lah, but you know what, once you refresh the same page, another result will come out, so you know what I mean.

Anyway, I'm finally eating breakfast at home, my first and last time for this March Holidays. Siao right?! And that brother of mine, he felt so weird to see me staying at home in the morning, kill him man. Hah.

Oh, there's another show I'm watching now on the TV, da chang jin! =) Amazed that I'm watching tv eh? Whoever have the VCD/DVD for the show, can lend me? Bye!

2006-03-14T18:01:00.000+08:00

So the simple wish didn't come true

Anyway, I expected it. Very small chance it will ever come true. Hais.

Last year this time, I blogged about this:
"haha, your birthday is going to be over in about one and a half hours!"
-quote from julie.
anyway, just bathe finished.
came home from zesa's house just no !
nice gathering for the b div, enjoyed it very much.
first went to bbmrt to meet up with them,
took cab to zesa's house, so funny k.
ju tried to sing that zhang dong liang song and ended screwing it up.
then before the driver turn into zesa`s house,
she was like uncle, turn up the slope, use FIRST GEAR HOR!
i found it damn hilarious.
never heard someone telling the driver to turn to first gear,
anyway, i didn't know what first gear was too,
( my dad says its the most powerful one. )
so, the slope was at least 30degrees up la.
lol, so steep can. (im glad we took a cab.)"

Hah, how time really flies. I'm already SIXTEEN! Three years later, I won't be a teen anymore. Today, went school as usual and later, went out with Shuwie, Wan Ting and Liz. Town was like a ghost town, few shops were open. We ended up in Macs eating breakfast.

Later, went cine and bought movie tickets, guess what movie? FINAL DESTINATION THREE!! Hoho, we asked the guy who sold us the tickets how they count NC16, he told us by month, then we just said, never mind, we will try to get it. Before we left, he said good luck to us =) Hah. At the entrance of the cinema, the guy just took our tickets, tore it and return it to us. HAHAH, so easy to get in lah. Yay, first NC16 movie! =) More to come.. Hahah.

The movie wasn't really a suitable show to watch on my birthday, but whatever. The best among the three final destinations though. Took neoprints too, the machine not that nice lah. And one of the neoprints showed my tan line on my leg, so stupid.

After that walked to PS and ate Mos. Then Shuwie and Liz went away for quite a long time and brought back a choc cake from bread talk. Sang birthday song softly in Mos. I took a video of it! Hah.

So, thanks for the cake, spending the time to go out today, watching the movie, and the belt you guys gave me. HAH, I'll try it on the next time.

Also, thank you again:
Mamama-ria, Julie, Zesa, Rachel Lau, Waritta, Bernette, Rachel Pan, Nengzi, Qi Xuan
Annabelle, Pet, Ying Liang, Xz,
Usarin, Jing Yi, Liz, Krystle, Gen, Serene, Wan Ting, Shuwie and Yong Xin.

Okay, xie xie xuan bu de ren, you qi shuwie, wt and liz. Hahah. Yx, you should come back on monday one lor, then can go out today too. Hah.

Six more hours...
Still gotta be happy huh.

2006-03-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

Four more days?

Ying Liang, thank you for the cupcakes, chocolate, PINK (so-not-me) towel and of course, the FIRST whole foolscap long letter =) It's really an early one, but thank you. Xie xie ni.

March Holidays starting, but as usual, it won't be one for me. Have at least an activity every single day, but for now, tuesday is the most free lah. Hope it will stay that way =)) Ummm, I've nothing much to blog about.

The person in Thailand, take care, hah. The person in Singapore, I can be the second person in Thailand if you need anything, double hah. Hope you guys know who I'm referring to and what I'm talking about!

This year, I just hope for something simple. When will the next time be?

2006-03-05T17:23:00.000+08:00

You and I

Okay, yah, there are new members in the CUBE family, go refer to zesa's blog.

My brother's booking in later, but his BMT will finish next tuesday, so fast riiggghhtt? And then he gets to break for two weeks, how nice is it to be in the army.

Okay, here comes the reason why I'm online:

Seven things to do before I die

1. You know I really have no idea, uh, BE A TEACHER. (definitely, heh)

2. Take a rollar coaster ride. (those really scary ones)

3. Lose weight manxzxzxzx.

4. Run faster than Zesa, LMAO.

5. Go to Europe.

6. Have wireless and a laptop.

7. Wear a gown, hahah!

Seven things I cannot do

1. Run fast =(

2. Speak fluent Cantonese/Hokkien

3. Call people dear, and other dear-related words.

4. Do dou ji yan (is it called cross eye in Eng?)

5. Catch insects

6. Say the alphabet starting from the back

7. Do girly stuff, hah. (but I shall prove Jing Yi wrong someday)

Seven things i say

1. Eh

2. Hello (whenever I get a blank piece of paper, that's what i usually write.)

3. Whatever LOR

4. Okay

5. Lah, Leh, Hor etc...

6. Mm

7. Is Hahah considered?

Seven books I love

1. Harry potter and ....

2. Archie comics?

3. Amaths textbook? -.-

4. Then I should say Chem textbook too...

5. Mei you le.

Seven movies that I’ve loved

1. Harry potter and ...

2. Memoirs of a Geisha

3. Final Destination

4. Catch me if You can

5. Van Hel Sing (I don't know how to spell the movie name)

6. Stepford Wives

7. Ju-on (I don't exactly love it, but it was a memorable show)

Seven people to tag

1. Yongxin (so she better update her blog)

2. Julie (so she won't blog a one word entry)

3. Maaaarrriiiaaa (I'm your mum, so you must do)

4. Nengzi

5. Zesa

6. Jing Yi (the one who thinks of spiders when she sees me)

7. Can I tag back? Hah. Aiyah, six people can already.

2006-03-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

When it rains,
it sounds like white noise everyhwere,
which is like silence but not empty.

Our school has this Class of the Year award, and I think the rules are so funny. Something like there will be the dirtiest class certificate given to one class in each level monthly I think. Then got yellow card for not locking class door etc. Amazingly, our class wasn't given the dirtiest class award lah. Yeah manxzxz, maybe 4G1 will have good potential to win the Class of the Year award =)

Common test results bad bad bad! =((( Other than Eng. It's really going down, especially my sciences =(((((((( Haven't gotten back both maths and lit, really want to know my maths marks, that one most impt for me lah.

Okay, on the happy side, I now have a family! Quite late to talk about this, but anyway, we are called the CUBE family.

jujuju lie is ahma; (AHMA JULIE)
nengnengneng zi is daddy; (FATHER KRIS)
jiajiajia yi is mummy; (MOTHER ERNIE)
qiqiqi xuan is daughter; (DAUGHTER QIXUAN)
gragragra ce aka mamama ria is son and maid respectively; (GRACE)
CUTE EH? The caps lock one is our msn nick. Btw, we are talking about having a family outing, hahah.

2006-02-27T19:05:00.000+08:00

Walk right through me

I just realise the date that I posted my last entry was on my Brother's birthday, HAH. We haven't had any birthday dinner yet, hopefully can celebrate soon, then can eat nice stuff =)

Cut my hair again! Hahah, it's just shorter and thinner. But that person went to cut away my behind jagged hair!! Quite sad, but whatever, the next time I cut my hair, will just ask them to help me cut again. People say I look more bung -.- I'm not a bung lah, never will be one.

Going to learn amaths after dinner. Bye!

2006-02-23T20:26:00.000+08:00

Why?

THERE WAS ANOTHER SPIDER IN THE HOUSE!! THIS TIME IN THE KITCHEN, WTH. AND LUCKILY MY DAD WAS AROUND, SO HE CAUGHT IT AND PLACED IT IN A CONTAINER, BEFORE THROWING IT INTO THE RUBBISH CHUTE. (the spider was still alive, but contained.)

And I got a picture of it, this really proves how freaky it is lah.

It really IS SCARY RIGHT?!?!

Anyway, common test left AMATHS, when today's papers were over, really felt the pressure being lifted. So I don't feel that stress now, partly why I'm ONLINE!

Hmmm, I think my blog entries are getting weirder. I'm either blogging about my brother (and everyone asks me eh, you miss your brother a lot.) or about spiders -.-

[add] Finally a decent template after months. Surprise to see your face up there =) HAH. [/add]

2006-02-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

I'M TYPING THIS ENTRY OUT OF SHOCK! THE COMPUTER WOULDN'T EVEN HAVE BEEN SWITCHED ON IF NOT FOR THE SHOCKING THING THAT I'M GOING TO SAY NOW LAH.

THERE WAS THIS FREAKING LOOK-LIKE-TARANTUALA SPIDER IN MY ROOM! I'M DAMN FREAKED OUT, SCARED, PARANOID AND JUST PLAIN FREAKED OUT LAH.

This was what HAPPENED: I was packing my bag, thinking of having an early night since I'm so tired, then wanted to take my uniform out from my wardrobe when I saw some black spot between the mirror and wardrobe. When I moved closer to look at it, it was not a cockroach, but a FREAKING LOOK-LIKE-TARANTUALA SPIDER!!!

First, my dad JUST left the house to makan, second, my brother is NOT around TOO!!! I shouted to my mum, and then she freaked out too. End up, we called our cousins to come over to help (they stay in the same condo as us.)

When they came over, we took a look at the thing again. Planned everything properly, everyone was standing on a chair, and me on my bed, then holding "weapons" i.e. cousin-broomstick, mum-broomstick, aunt-baygon, me-newspaper. Started spraying baygon, the thing moved, "stabbed" it with the broomstick held by my cousin. In the end, I was just shouting over there, not even helping them. They swept it onto newspaper then threw it away. Crap FREAKING LOOK-LIKE-TARANTUALA SPIDER.

You know I suggested calling the PEST CONTROL. But had no idea what their number was.

Wanted to get a shot of it, but obviously I was too shock. Now whenever I take out my clothes from the wardrobe, WHATEVER I do, I will be over-paraniod lah. Do I even dare to sleep in my room now?!? ALAMAK.

And guess what my mum just said? 家宜, 你的情人刚到. Like should I kill her or what?

WHERE AM I GOING TO SLEEP TONIGHT? AND I'M SO TIRED LAH. From tomorrow onwards, I'm going to switch on my lights in the morning when I'm in my room. I usually don't do that cause my eyes will hurt. But whatever.

A FREAKING LOOK-LIKE-TARANTUALA SPIDER!!! Someone please tell me this is all a joke, how am I going to live in my room now?

2006-02-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

Sleeping soon. Here's a picture of my brother:

Nice right?! See the BOTAK head, he cut it again, just two days ago.

According to him, a haircut in the army cost only 2 bucks, so you can cut as many times as you like. And whenever he comes back from camp during the weekend, my mum will feed him with so much food, like twice the amount I eat. One word: crazy. Hah, and my mum kind of agreed with me too.

There's Fun-o-rama next sat, my brother has $30 ticket to spend, he's going to rush back from camp and then go ACJC. Mm, asked me to accompany him, but don't think I want to, heh.

Okay, I'm like talking so much about my brother. Bye!

2006-02-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

I picture his grave, on the hill, overlooking the pond, some little nine-foot piece of earth where they will place him, cover him with dirt, put a stone on top. Maybe in a few weeks? Maybe in a few days? I see myself sitting there alone, arms across my knees, staring into space.

It won't be the same, I say, not being able to hear you talk.

"Ah, talk..."

He closes his eyes and smiles.

"Tell you what. After I'm dead, you talk. And I'll listen."

The above, especially the bold words, I think it's very nice! Anyway, O level results damn good this year, SO STRESS LAH. And Ravi wants 100% distinction for our class, I'm like =/ Common tests coming soon, so no more class tests for the time being. Soon, term one will be over, that's like so fast!

Okay, today had dental check-up in school, and I think the dentist did something to my teeth or what, now whenever my teeth are in contact with water, it starts aching =///// And then health check-up, my eye sight okay! YAY.

(Second) Okay, I need to relax and chill...

2006-02-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

你是世界上最美的风景

New template! Someone says it's quite girly, hahah, cause it's pink I guess.

I have FIVE tests next week: ss, chinese, e maths, lit and physics!!! Common test coming soon, but I like the way they planned the whole thing. The tests are like three days apart for some, love it. Zonals coming too! Quite excited, but it clashes with some common test days, actually, majority of it.

Anyway, Crescent funfair coming up in April (I think). Who want to buy tickets from me? Our class thinking of having Haunted House, but apparently all of us are quite lazy to do anything, so it's just a lot of talking, but no action.

Oh yah, my braces is now metallic blue in colour! And there's a gap (made on purpose) at my lower teeth, very weird feeling. And I'm eating porridge now -.-

Bye for another week or so.

2006-01-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

<\3

Watched Memoirs of a Geisha today. 13 of us went, total amount of tickets was 104 bucks, hahah. The beginning of the movie was great, but towards the end, it was a bit draggy. Liz wanted to sleep, but I was okay with the movie. Worth while to watch lah!

Zhang Zi Yi eye's are so not hers lah, must be some contact lens or something. And Gong Li looks like an alcoholic -.- Michelle Yeoh was very nice actually. The best of all was the young Chiyo, can't remember her name.

Come to think of it, I wouldn't mind watching Memoirs of a Geisha for the second time =)

2006-01-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

When will the next time be?

The previous entry was about me being angry with the school, and this entry, will be about me being angry with myself.

Next time you do a test, remember to FULLY check the other side of the paper. Don't be like me, check only the bottom half part of the other side and happily think there isn't anymore questions. That was what happened during amaths, and I'm ~~glad~~ to say, I've lost 6 marks already. CI CI CI. Zesa and Usarin did the same as me too =/

CNY in two days? Yay, getting HONGBAOS and of course playing cards, heh. Finally a break after such a hectic school life lah. Have 3 tests per week for the next two weeks, really tiring.

Anyway, don't ask me about my template, LMAO. <3 Amaths. Bye! I want to watch Geisha but my mum says tuition is more important =(

(Refer to the above paragraph) Just a few seconds after I clicked "Publish Post", my mum came towards me and say if you want to watch the movie, tell your tutor you are not going LOR. Now I love my Mum too =) <333

2006-01-22T13:45:00.000+08:00

A new year with a sad beginning

The school is good, ~~made~~ force us to change classroom with 1G2. I'm not blaming the girl in G2, but the school's decision lah! THEY SHOULDN'T DISTURB THE SEC4s, CRUCIAL YEAR FOR US AND THEY ARE DOING THIS TO 4G1!!!

We waited THREE years to be on the first level. Now we are on the THIRD, among the Sec1 classes, CONFIRM SO NOISY ONE LAH. Then SO MANY people will pass by our class to go toilet, very DISTRACTING.

In our old classroom, IT WAS SUCH A NICE NICE NICE PLACE. Wha kau, I REALLY FEEL SO ~~PISSED~~ ANGRY LAH. Some more the teachers say is long term now =/ I really want our class room back. First it was Choo, now our class. We didn't even get a chance to protest/appeal, they just told us straight away to move our things up. What kind of treatment is this, g3 and c3 both can appeal, we cannot. AHHHH..

From now on, 4G1 will be on the third level, classroom nearest to the toilet. Thanks for letting us bond more with the sec1s ah. !$&&*!!^$!

Angry sia.

2006-01-18T18:51:00.000+08:00

It's still a sad song,
until I can sing a new song.

Quick Update on School:
1) Timetable has been changed THRICE -.-
2) Choo (co-form+chem) left us =(
3) Leow taking us now.
4) SS test tomorrow, and more tests to come.
5) Mass run route seems shorter.
6) Usarin got HP already, n6111, OMG LAH, I WANT IT TOO!
7) CNY is coming!!!
8) Weather's getting a bit out of hand nowadays. (I've no idea why is this related to school -.-)
9) I don't like the emaths relief teacher.
10) If only Choo didn't leave us =((

Quick Update on my Life:
1) Brother's enlistment in two days.
2) "Ponning" school to send him off, heh.
3) Favourite Song now is First Love =)
4) Nothing else, I guess.

Off to study for THE TEST! Bye.

2006-01-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

有时后觉得自己

10:30pm curfew for use of computer, thanks to my brother. If he isn't going to enlistment soon, I'll probably just kill him.

Let me ask:
If someone was to ask you .... .. ..... .., would you give such a stupid ......, like .. ...... ... ....? No right? I think I _____ lah, BAKA sia.

(Asking the above serves no purpose, no one will be able to decipher it anyway.)

Just give me

2006-01-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

In the Past

Whatever thing you decide to do, just know that the only thing that matters is right now, so don't think so much.

Sounds familiar? Good Night.

2006-01-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

Temporary

I saw Mrs Sng on 970 today.

I remembered that she taught me P5 English and P6 Maths. The last time I saw her was in Sec2 on the morning bus, when I was heading to school. She grabbed my left hand and when I turned around, tadah, she said hi. We didn't talk much while we sat next to each other. Such an irony, we haven't seen each other for a long time, yet we didn't have anything to talk about.

Anyway, she looked the same today. Don't think she recognised me, due to different hairstyle, different specs... It's like we didn't really have to acknowledge each other, but just looking at her made me reminisce about my primary school days and then my heart became somehow lighter? Like some joy in it?

Aiyah, I miss primary school days lah.

All this shots are taken from the OLD school compound: (Didn't get a chance to study in the new one.)

(Click 1)
This was our OLD school building class room block, 6D (my P6 class) is on the left side first level.

(Click 2)
From where this picture is taken from, on the 1st level will be the General Office. Opposite block is where the hall is, on the 2nd level.

(Click 3)
And this is the basketball court, we used to play catching with the guys during recess time. That was where we had our rollar blading lessons too for post exam, FUN =)

Nanyang Primary School - My Past.

2006-01-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

The phrase above doesn't mean my blog will be gone, I'm referring to something else.

Tomorrow will make it a week of not updating, but I decided not to do that. First day of school was normal, we found out who most of our teachers were, some came as a surprise, some remained the same, not much complains. When Mdm Rina (form teacher) told us that Choo (co-form who wore close to a PINK colour tie during Dedication Ceremony today) was teaching us Chem, our whole class went HUH? Before we started cheering and clapping like siao. Is not that we have grudges against Leow, but we were just quite shock!

(I'm talking to someone in this paragraph, so the rest, no need to read it, hah.) Chem lesson with Choo was let see, one word: funny. He's a good teacher leh =) But eh, don't basketballcourt or kill him OKAY?

PE is now 2 periods stick together, so we had our first today. A relief teacher took over Miss Tay. She took our weight and height, and then didn't know what to do next, so she asked Mr Samat. (The Torturer.) He made us run from the Arts Conservatory, go out of school by the service road, all the way to the longLONGlong canal, and then ran two rounds. Great exercise we did lah, but my legs were aching crap later in the day!

The rest of the subject teachers are great too. Raavi is hilarious, cheeky at times, hah. Geog, A maths and Chinese same teachers.

I'm going to cut my hair soon, got some info from Shuwie and Denice =) Something like on top want to stand, below jagged =)))) Yay, hahah. If I don't get to cut my hair soon, will start tying it up. Tabolek tahan? (sp?!)

Okay, long entry since I haven't updated for a long time. Julie, save your blog, please, lmao.

Good Night!

2005-12-31T18:00:00.000+08:00

Could be your Voice

Last day of the year, how ironic, but I don't feel the year coming to an end. It seems only last week that I was playing Monopoly with my brother when 2005 came, but now, 2006 is coming in about 6 hours time.

Today in the car, my brother commented that this year was much more interesting that last year, and obviously, I agreed. Sec Three has been a great one, and I really wish that Sec Four would be the same, but it will never be identical right? 2006 will be a battle for me, crazy O levels =/

My brother got enlisted already, but I can't send him off! =( SO SAD LAH. That's one person less to help me in my studies. His quite lucky though, two years off from school, hah.

Anyway, 4G1 next year, siao siao already. I still want to be a Sec 3.

2005-12-29T17:40:00.000+08:00

Best day of my Life

(Click for photos taken in Taiwan)

Spent most time: In the bus.
Most frequently visited: Toilet.
Most seen shop: 7-11, they have like THREE shops in a distance of about from Crescent bus stop to Queenstown MRT bus stop, crazy.
Best day: My first day where we had free and easy the whole time.
Worst day: Christmas, sucky dinner + I was sick.

The people in my tour group: (how I described them)
1) Mr Q (from James Bond) + Nephew (they wore coats every single day k.)
2) The group that I never knew existed
3) The boy that will grow up to be a cute guy (yay for Julie.)
4) The dad looked like a Chee Ko Peh (sp?)
5) One of them was a relief teacher before
6) Gave me a pill for motion sickness (thanks a lot, or I would have vomitted.)
7) One of the sons was quite cute, the other studied in the same school as my brother.

The Taiwan tour guide was hopeless, miserable, not very entertaining. He doesn't talk to us much when we are travelling in the coach but instead, let us watch movies like Once Upon a Time in China 2, Once Upon a Time in China 3, Chicken Little, The Fist of Fury? And also HOKKIEN SONGS MTVs, WTT.

The Singapore tour guide which came with us cause we had >30 people in our group. She gives us 4D our hotel room numbers, and does the head count. That's all, hah.

Oh, and the last thing is whenever we are about to reach an attraction, the Taiwanese tour guide will play Palchabel (to wake us up) and then tell us to "Ge wei gui bing, wo men kuai dao le, QING ZHUO HAO XAI CHE DE ZI SI." Who in the world would say that right? HAH.

Done! Summary of my Taiwan trip.

And today was a NICE DAY, THANK YOU ZESA!
I guess I'm a listener, not a talker.

2005-12-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

I'm back, and my hair still smells of sulphur =/ (from the hot spring yesterday night)

I'll talk about my tour some other time when I get hold of the photos lah, took some really lame (on purpose) shots =) Anyway, school's next week, OMG.

School work that I ~~do not plan to~~ haven't done =)
1) All English, some half done, others haven't touched it yet.
2) All Lit stuff =(
3) Chinese ~~newspaper cuttings~~ and compos, I plan to do this.
4) ~~Physics TYS (Only a few left)~~ I'm doing this too.
5) GEOG!!!
6) Is there SS or CHEM homework?

That's ~~all~~ so much! I'm left with exactly a week to do the remaining. Hey, at least I completed my Maths already, hah.

Okay, photos of Taiwan up soon...

2005-12-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, me and Julie (Julie & I lah, tsk tsk.) came up with this:

1. The Law of Jia Yi
2. The You of Zesa
3. The Originality of Julie

-.- What do you think? Die of lameness; RIP.

2005-12-20T10:57:00.000+08:00

What the Heck,

The Taiwan tour group has 31 people in it =/ I don't like it, rather I hate it. Too many leh, HIYOH.

2005-12-18T11:48:00.000+08:00

I am with you.

I've watched King Kong, it was nice, not really draggy. I think the dinosaurs were very extra, and Jack Black is mean, hah. The only bad part was that throughout the whole show, I felt like vomitting =/ Not sure whether it was due to fatigue after training, or what my dad said, the movie -.- Never mind, shall not elaborate, hah. Another thing was the couple sitting in front of us, couldn't TAHAN something about them!

Two more weeks of holiday, so much homework left! PUURRRFECT.

My new specs is great. It's a plastic frame, dark brown in colour, very similar to Lay Teng's one, hah. I met Shuwie and Yx in school while buying books on Fri and Shuwie especially told me to get a plastic one, lmao. I got it in the end, and it cost $32 only, quite cheap eh?

Okay, three more days to Taiwan, YAY!

Oh, and my Dad commented SOMETHING really funny about my specs =) Don't want to say it here though, it's really funny. But to Julie & Zesa, I think you would rather say the toilet sign is beautiful instead of hearing this =) Hah, KAP joke.

2005-12-16T09:16:00.000+08:00

My specs, after two years, broke this morning.

I feel so helpless now, can't see anything clearly, and there's still a long day ahead. What's more? Rainbow Connection last episode today and I can't see much. =(

It's only nine plus early in the morning, aiyoh, why did I have to wake up so early, of all days. I really hope I will get to make a new pair soon and before my Taiwan trip. Wouldn't enjoy it if I can't see anything clearly or if I use my previous specs, which is full of scratches.

An entry dedicated to my specs, hiyoh, why did it break?

2005-12-13T14:41:00.000+08:00

Someone who plays Yahoo Mahjong, can you explain to be what is 3F?

2005-12-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

Put it all behind me

I miss Camp, seriously. Really agreed with what Layteng said, we really bonded a lot, and I miss that past three days of fun. True that it was tiring, no proper sleep, discomfort, and no computer, but hmmm, there were friends, which made the whole camp so unforgettable. And next year when there's camp again, I'm already a Sec Four, wa lau, so old already, hah. =/

If only I brought a camera to Camp.

Anyway, following week left for me to rush up my homework. Gah, my Mum's pushing me to clear up my room by next week too. Starting up my engine again, okay, homework time.

~~I'll be just fine.~~

2005-12-08T20:26:00.000+08:00

I could never find

I deleted one of my post, so it seemed like I haven't been updating my blog for a long time, heh =)

Just came back from Softball Camp, I shall mention the highlights only, the rest shall be left for some other blog entries when I have nothing else to do lah.

TABOO
Our very good source of entertainment throughout the whole camp, it was plain fun! So Julie was describing, and Waritta and I were the same team. Then the word was "breaststroke". She was like the chest thing, then we shouted the guesses, then when War said tit, Julie was like yes yes, so I thought it was tit. Then continue she said when you are under the sun for too long, you get this. So according to the rest, I used a very ON tone and shouted "TITBURN!!!" -.- Omg, then all of them laughed like siao lah. (Where in the world is that such thing as titburn right? But you can't blame me, there was one called tear-jerker? What's that?) Anyway, we got it in the end. For me, I would have just said another word for frog style, hah.

Treasure Hunt
My camp group had Nengzi (never come for the hunt), Hui Qi, Twinkle, Rachel Pan, Xin Yi and Rachel Lau (who was our leader, so she couldn't play). Then without any clues, we had to find our respective colours, ours was yellow. We found out that Mrs Heng hid our group's one, and as you know, Crescent has like yellow WALLS, so yah, CMI. But Mrs Heng was so kind, helped us a lot, so we won! HAH. Treasure Hunt was fun.

Harold and Kumar
We watched this movie on the 1st night, hilarious. It was so crook, but funny. And after the movie, lee layteng crapped so much! She was like laughing continuously and even faked sleepwalking -.- But everyone was too tired from training to be affected by the noise she made lah, hah.

Amtyville (or smth like that) and The Seed of Chucky
Crap, this two movies sucked like mad! 2nd night movies, I didn't watch both, but listened. Can't tahan thrillers, and from what I heard, Chucky was a very lame movie.

Captain's Ball
Hah, my group won 2nd, we lost to the seniors in the finals. Best game of all, and we sweated the most. The forfeit for the rest was to eat fruits, and I helped Julie eat her star fruit and green pepper. I'm like so nice lah =) Hah.

So, the whole camp was fun, my very first =) Heh. The video at the end was maluating but brought back pleasant memories lah. Oh, and I had that thing on my first night which was so unexpected. Didn't bring any of you know what, but luckily teng had, thanks a lot. K, that's about it.

I love Taboo!!!!
I want to play Taboo!!!!

This are some of the words I had to describe, look at my description lah, rofl.
(Slug) "The word on our bat"
(Tear-jerker) "Water comes out of your eyes" and "The word you will say when your bf dumps you"
(Taboo) "The game we are playing now"
(Low-fat) "Opposite of high thin", this was actually not allowed, but we didn't read the rules, hahah.

2005-11-30T20:56:00.000+08:00

Eh, I'm starting on a new piano piece now, very tiring. It's been such a long time since I have started a song from scratch, Canon in D, HAH. Nice song, so I'm determined to learn it lah. Thanks Julie for the score sheet anyway. =) I'll return your *ahems* romance books to the library (I didn't borrow it from her) tomorrow.

Ah, so Friday's my dental appointment. I'm putting braces on my remaining teeth, the four at the bottom row! Yay, but I think it would be a headache after that, so escape, I really have to see how my condition is first k! Damn sorry, didn't realise my appointment was on Fri.

Today spent my afternoon at Julie's house, so unplanned, but it was fun. We were just rotting in her brother's room, playing computer, watching her play freecell, see her (NOT) blur photos, eat french toast, watch harry potter. Mm, next time come my house lah, it's really not as boring as you guys think it is k. Hmpf!

Okay, new template. I promise I'm going to stick with this for a while, since I quite like it =) Heh, bye bye.

{add} Hah, since Julie reminded me of this, I shall blog about it too. She dropped my phone today when we were at her house, not sure how, think just hit it accidentally and it dropped on the floor. The thing was no sound was heard probably because of the hp cover, lucky ass, I think there was a scratch, but it's okay. Had to RESTART the hp though @%&!&! My first time dropping my phone, Julie did the honours, LMAO. Okay, not angry lah, no need to feel bad. HAH, the most, buy me a new phone lor =) Kidding. {/add}

2005-11-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

The Twelve People You Know Survey

Name 12 people you know:
1) Yong Xin
2) Wan Ting
3) Serene
4) Julie
5) Xz
6) Shuwie
7) Gen
8) Krystle
9) Zesa
10) Waritta
11) Farhana
12) Usarin

If #1 asked you to make-out with him/her, would you?
Yong Xin: Siao liao.

If #12 needed a kidney, would you give him/her your kidney?
Usarin: Hmm, I guess so, if mine is healthier than hers.

Does #7 know CPR?
Gen: HAHAH, I don’t know.

Is #2 going out with anyone?
Wan Ting: I think it has something to do with Bedok Jetty, hah. Don't ask me or I might get killed.

How cute is #4?
Julie: She’s Chicken Little, what else can I say?

Does sugar have a bad effect on #5?
Xz: Eh, I don't know =)

What is #8 favorite color?
Krystle: Purple! I'm so clever, hohoh.

What would you label #12?
Usarin: The girl who loves to run.

Have you ever been on a date with #11?
Farhana: HAHAH, no, though she looks like someone *COUGHS*

Does #9 enjoy drawing?
Zesa: ?!? I don't think so, unless it is an orange, you know the fruit.

Have you ever been on a date with #3?
Serene: No, siao liao again.

Can #6 be a little crazy?
Shuwie: Yah, VERY =)

What is #2 favorite food?
Wan Ting: =/ Wo bu zi dao.

What would you do if #3 turned out to be your biological sister/brother?
Serene: I'll take Sims 2 from her and start playing!

Does #5 have any pets?
Xz: Eh, no lah, too busy, tsk tsk. (cannot even chat with me.)

How many houses has #1 lived in?
Yong Xin: Two?

How did you meet #4?
Julie: Softball.

What is #7 favorite TV show?
Gen: I don't know, heh.

Is #8 older or younger than you?
Krystle: Younger.

Have #1 & #10 ever went out on a date?
Yong Xin and Waritta: No, and never will, LMAO.

Give #9 a hug?
Zesa: ~~Suspected lover.~~ NOTE: I haven given anyone hugs before lah kay, at least not anyone in school, only given to my dad -.-

What is your relationship with #10
Waritta: Are you thinking what I'm thinking? We know what each other thinks, hahah.

Who on this list is most likely to marry #11?
Farhana: No one.

What if your mom/dad remarried #12
Usarin: My dad will be damn fit lah, hah.

Are #1 & #2 a lot alike?
Yong Xin and Wan Ting: =/ Are they?! Long hair, have specs but don't wear them, shorter than me :D, younger than me, love Chinese shows? What else?

What hair color does #3 have?
Serene: Black, streaks of pink if I've not forgotten. She just got some extensions but can’t remember the colours.

What is #4 favorite food?
Julie: SUSHI!

Could #5 have secret admirers?
Xz: Definitely yes. =) (Disgusting icon not allowed ah!)

Have you ever ridden in a car when #6 was driving?
Shuwie: Hah, she doesn't drive.

Can you picture #7 being old?
Gen: Mm.

How are #8 cooking skills?
Krystle: Is baking considered cooking? She bakes lah, yah.

Is #9 older or younger than you?
Zesa: Younger.

Would you ever make-out with #10?
Waritta: Crazy, insane.

What is a random fact about #11?
Farhana: She looks like….

Have you ever been to #12 house?
Usarin: Sadly, no. =(

Sorry, I just remembered I left out Jing Yi’s name! HAHAH, never mind. No wonder I felt something was missing. This quiz is so fun to do, try it out! =) Uh, anyway, you are suppose to fill in the names before looking at the questions kay!

2005-11-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

Another Goodbye

At last, I've watched HARRY POTTER =))) They "bullied" me as usual, asked me to sit right inside, but I was okay with it, what could I do, complain MEHxZx. Anyway, so I was right at the back, right at the centre of the whole cinema, hahah, if I had stretched out my hand, all the audience would have seen for the whole show would be a black screen! Siao liao.

It was a nice movie <333 I was touched at the last part when Cedric's father came down and started crying. Voldermort wasn't as scary as I've expected, but overall, the story was filled with fun and laughter, and sadness too. But they skipped so many parts of the story! TSK TSK. I enjoyed the first task best, followed by second then third. The maze, ah, didn't show much of it lah. Hmmm, nevertheless, GOF is now the best movie out of the four, followed by the 2nd, then 1st, then 3rd. I'm just happy I've watched the movie lah =) HAH.

We were at Borders too, I was supposed to check the prices of some books, but apparently I've forgotten all its titles and author, hahah. We overheard someone on the phone too, hilarious statement made.

"Anything with calories and I will eat it, I'm so hungry."

Okay, I'm going to play Sims and then sleep. Was raining for the whole day, night is cold, and there's training tomorrow, good night.

2005-11-20T18:06:00.000+08:00

{add} updated diary. {/add}

TAG GAME (Whatever heck it is lah, hah.)

#1
I like to reply people by saying "I don't know/anything".
#2
My mum will kill me if I reply her with "don't know" now =/
#3
I prefer short hair than long hair =)
#4
I rather get freeze to death, than burn to death. (I heard this on Power98 asking us which we would have preferred, HAH.)
#5
I play squash! (and many more actually, the list just goes on.)

Hmmm, whoever wants to "play" this game, can just do it, won't sabo anyone =)

Btw, is this your house number? Whoever it is: 6729****

2005-11-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

Rollarcoaster

My hands are aching like mad. (The after effect of wearing your glove for too long, hah.) But I'm not saying training was bad, it was fun kay! Class bbq yesterday, let me elaborate everything in the next few paragraphs.

Took cab to ECP (East Coast Park) and left everything at Pit 27, which was less than 50m away from (evil) Macs. Then went to the rental shop, Wt and I decided to blade while the rest cycled. Once we had our blades on, it started to rain. The uncle was kind to change our time for us while we gathered everything and ran to (evil) Macs. Rotted there till the rain stopped about 15mins later.

Went back to the pit and then went to blade. People on the bikes were leading us by so much, then I was alone, and Wt at the back. Hahah, ECP not a nice place to blade, other than, ironically, (evil) Macs =) Went all the way to Bedok Jetty as usual, then U-turned back. We realised that we took the wrong pit, so had to bring everything to Pit 28 instead, so much for having a pit near Macs.

Mind you, Pit 26 and 27 are damn near each other, but Pit 28 is not. Wha lau, then Wt and I were the ones who carried the GINORMOUS (zesa's influence) ice box on blades, at first, to 28. We gave up wearing blades half way and walked barefooted for the rest of the way, one hand carrying the box, one hand carrying the blades.

It rained again for about 10mins before we started our fire. Everything was okay lah, Mrs Yeo and her DAUGHTER came later. HAHAH, so NICE of her. They ate everything we served them, roasted marshmellows for them too, hah. I think I'm hopeless with handling young kids, cause when her daughter came beside me when I was bbq-ing, she called me "jie jie" I was like frantic frantic, and then Mrs Yeo started laughing, hah.

Okay, we packed up and left ECP at about 11:30pm. Took a lift from Wt's dad, their car had a sunroof, so NICE!!! <333

Lastly, highlight of yesterday was "TROOPS MARCHING". HAHAH, I think one whole platoon (how big is a platoon?!?) of army guys were parading and singing songs at ECP. Took a video and photo of them, lmao. Wt and I decided to be over enthu and ran after them, while the others were trailing behind us. We wanted to sing Down By the River lah, but end up, no echo, and wasn't sure what to replace 3G4, so didn't sing. HAHAH. =))))))

Hmmm, yesterday was fun lah, too bad I didn't had my camera. (It's in China.) Yx brought hers though, so maybe I can help her upload it. Now that the bbq is over, one year from now, O LEVELS would have already ended, and we shall have another one =) YAY.

Oh (pee...kewl), new template, YAY again. And I edited the {about me} portion. Such a long post, stares at JULIE.

Don't you think this is so funny, hahah. CLICK!

2005-11-17T11:12:00.000+08:00

Believe it or not, this was the result when I took the quiz, eh, I'm more girlish than boyish! HAH. And the bolded part is what I found that is quite true in a way. But you know what, this online quizzes cannot be trusted fully, hahah.

You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

2005-11-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

Went away

Rejoice rejoice rejoice!

I'm taking a break from English Tuition until the new year starts again, so now, my Fridays are FREE again! Oh, how I have always loved Fridays <3333 Anyway, I had my last tuition of the year yesterday. After tuition, I went Lot 1 to get some things and stopped by Jollibean to get a peanut pancake, then I was next in queue. So my head was down cause was finding for money in wallet, and guess what the cashier called me lah, "LAI AH BOY, NI YAO SE MO?" Then I lifted up my head, the cashier immediately seemed so MALUATED, hahah. But I didn't make any comment lah. Can't believe it, I had a hairband on my head leh, why would I look like an AH BOY?!? But it was funny, first time someone called me that, with an AH in front. HAHAH.

Hmm, Waritta and Farhana watched Harry Potter already! I think I can only watch it next week with softballers.Then there's class bbq this friday, G1 people, must come! I have trng the following day and I'm still going, so the more you guys SHOULD come right =) CLASS SPIRIT. (I'm so crappy.)

So hot, so hot, so hot! Chao ta skin, 3/4 hand is black, 1/4 is white =/ Same for my legs. My neck too is black =/ HAHAH. Hot sun, then it rains suddenly. But now, the air is so still.

I don't like that word,
how come?

2005-11-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

I won't forget

Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai.

See the chunk of words above, try singing it, I hope it sounds familiar. Anyway, it's the Chicken Little song. I went to find O-zone's website, the group that sang this song, they are Germans! So ummm, the song should also be in German right? Btw, the song title is dragostea din tei, weird not?

Anyway, I happened to saw the news just now, ZESA! Lao jiu was in it, HAH. Looked interesting, and I saw the da zhui yu girl too.

Finally next week going to be the last week of lessons, and I have to go back everyday. Class bbq on Friday, another episode of Frog Prince gone, oh well, which has more priority right? Having last minute change of mind though, hahah.

{add} I decided not to have that things you don't know about me anymore, but instead, random things about me. So have changed the "about me" portion. Yup. {/add}

2005-11-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

Get me Through

My eyes are going to close soon, so quick update before I go to bed. There's Geog and Eng tomorrow, and lessons are three hours apart =/ Still haven done the speech for Eng thing, ARGH. Kiasu students we are, whenever we hear the word "graded" we just have to put in some effort to complete the work. I shall take tomorrow's 3hrs to work on it, Should woman do NS? Wth.

As usual, I'm going to miss Friday's Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa =( Oh well, it doesn't make much of a difference, as long as the da jue ju is not on a Friday too.

I want to watch Sky High, Chicken Little, and of course, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. About to finish reading GOF again. HAHAH, good night.

2005-11-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

It's a certain significance

Today we had some Public Speaking course in school for THREE hours. Will be having another two more sessions on Tuesday and Friday. SIXTY BUCKS COURSE, wha lau eh. Anyway, we had to pick up some words from a table that described us, and some of us were called out to share it lah. So Mr Ivey (the instructor) called me, and I said I was shy. So the whole class started laughing, so sad, they don't believe me!

I was having headache the whole day, fell asleep almost immediately when I boarded the bus. Gen was just sitting beside me, think she was awake for the whole bus ride, I wasn't. :D

Hmm, have to cut my hair before school reopens again. Okay, it's too early to talk about school reopen, two more months. I don't feel like doing my other holiday homework, no interest lehxZxXzz. Never mind, still have few more weeks, should complete it before Dec comes, since I wouldn't be very free in that month.

Gotta go back to school the WHOLE week, except Sunday (which means Sat is included.) At least I can get a proper sleep tonight, only have to be in school in the afternoon.

Guess I won't be able to have good timings tomorrow =)

2005-11-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

Three blind mice

I love Yan Hong Hong by Twins! HAHAH, love it like mad now, mad as in I can just keep on listening to the same song over and over again. So I went around the net trying the find the hanyupinyin lyrics, but don't have. How come no one provides lyrics for cantonese songs?! =(((( I shall continue my search some other day, and for the time being, try to catch some of the canto and translate it slowly back into Chinese.

Hmm, today's training was quite fun. I love doing that set of things. Tomorrow going Zesa's house again? I think we are, hahah.

Tonight was well spent. I was a shui tong, and always will be, hah. Choc chips were nice, mm. Sea/Land breeze cooling, and jy's parents were wonderful.

Btw, I'm not that overprotective over my phone kay! If it ever drops, I might just like ah! but wouldn't go omg for the whole day lah.

Oh yah, someone said I was nice, HAHAH. So funny, that is like a once-in-a-blue-moon thing. And you know what? I don't even know what her name is leh, and I only met her today. Siao liao.

2005-11-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

The words I long to say

I guessed you guys should have heard of Bread, one of the 60s, 70s band? Okay, I have no idea when they came to the music world. Anyway, I was browsing through some of my dad's CDs and came upon one of theirs. Songs like Everything I Own and Goodbye Girl are damn good lah!

Spent my Hari Raya at home rotting. I did my Maths holiday homework, I <3 Maths. Hmmm, think I'm crazy, but no matter how much work you give me on Maths, doubt I will dread doing it. HAH, I'm crazy.

Tomorrow's school again and tuition. That would means that I'm missing WANG ZI BIAN QING WA *CRYS* Oh no, I've already miss like 18 episodes, hahah, and now I'm going to miss more of it.

Okay, new template <333333 Btw, Half Blood Prince was only an ok ok book.

2005-10-31T21:49:00.000+08:00

And so it goes on

Mm, I'm half way through Harry Potter. So far, there hasn't been much excitement going on in the story. Today's Halloween, and apparently I have sucessfully avoided being the one to open the door by reading my book in the room. Bumped into some "witches" on the way back home from training, luckily they weren't in make-up, or I might just slaughter them into pieces.

Dad's going off to Su Zhou tomorrow morning, going there for three weeks! That's a very long time, it's quite nostalgic and everything, not being able to see him for almost the whole of next month. Then my brother came up with this discovery that for the next 70+ days, our family will at least have one person overseas. Hmm, should be going to the airport tomorrow to send dad off. BON VOYAGE!

That's for all. I'm feeling more tanned now cause of trng. So I guess most of you have heard the crook joke. For those who have not, here it is.

There's this pencil box which contains one pen and three pencils. The pen got pregnant, who was responsible for it?
Ans: The pencil without a rubber.

For those who don't get it, just think dirty, and you will somehow understand the answer =)

Happy Deepavali to everyone. A short week ahead, will miss my dad.

2005-10-29T22:03:00.000+08:00

Those phrases so common yet meaningful

Ahha, dinner at friend`s house was great, the bbq was fun, we played daidee, omg, and I KNOW A NEW CROOK JOKE. I shall share it with you guys on Monday when we go back to school. You will love it man <33333

Mm, Natalia should be having her model thing now at zouk!! I hope she gets the top 3, has quite good potential =) She even mentioned me in her model blog, which is like so =/ but whatever. (You won`t want to know what she said about me.)

Tomorrow going Singtel Shop, it means that most slightly I might just get the phone, but not sure whether the neeon is still on. Why? Cause my dad asked if neeon was from my mum, which means her money, or is it from his. HAH. Whatever, but if I can`t keep my current phone, I rather not get a new one. I`m serious.

That`s all for now, I`m in a happy mood, and the feeling`s great =) HEHEH.

2005-10-27T21:39:00.000+08:00

I got back my report book today.
I was feeling depressed after training, and I wondered why.
But after I came home and watched wang zi bian qing wa, I was happy again.
I went online and became a bit siao.
Now Im going offline, I want to read Harry Potter =)
I guess I must be mood-swinging =/

hmm, the sound of the rain.

2005-10-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

deception

Just today, I realised there are only two more days before Sec3 is over. This past year seems to have zoom past us like a "quick shower". Today in class, I went to borrow the dice game from Sonia and we played it in class. It was then that i felt hmm, I'm finally feeling the post-exam mood. But somehow, I felt there was something missing, something that I couldn't figure out what it was.

It's not the same feeling anymore, it still can't be described, but I don't know. =/ It's fading away?

someone please help me! Zen neeon or n7270?!

And before I go, support THIS PERSON (CLICK) and (~~i will help you make template!~~) you will not regret.

2005-10-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

I'll be gone tomorrow

I READ FINISH ANGELS AND DEMONS!! YAY, so happy, i hope i can get da vinci code soon. oh yes, i just bought the half blood prince, and i haven even started reading it, hohoh. dan brown books have priority over j.k rowling for now, till next time, let`s see again.

school work have been piling up but i`ve been neglecting it to read my book, hahah. not to worry, i`ve done some of it, and the rest can be done when i reach school early tomorrow. i`ve yet to watch flightplan, and no one wants to watch it =((((

when are we getting back our report book? oh yes, zen neeon or n7270? what would you choose?

adrienne, i hope you get it.

2005-10-22T10:38:00.000+08:00

yi qie dou zai bian hua

i read finish my book!! starting on a new one now, think im becoming a bookworm or what, hohoh. im not k, just the books are interesting, so want to read. (can improve my english too, hopefully.)

one more week before school ends, isn't much of a holiday after all. anyway, im looking forward to end of this month, my father's handphone plan ends, and he can renew it and buying a new handphone would be cheaper by 100bucks!!! good offer, and maybe n7270 will be mine =) but i still want to keep my old phone, that's the problematic thing now, =/ how? so lazy to go simlim square and see if there's such a thing to store memory in sim card?

i found this new words hilarious:
chewren which actually means children,
and won tai full which means wonderful.
FUNNY OR WHAT?! at least i did.

ok, i should start being more productive in my work.
updated my diary.

Do this question, answer will be given in the next blog post =)

2005-10-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

looking for somthing

I PASSED MY ENGLISH, got a five, and im already very happy =) though i think my tuition teacher might just slaughter me. bollywood lah! mr m set such a tough paper that i ended getting only 10 for my compre =/ but overall still pass, so YAYE! im overjoyed already.

still having a headache, the hou guo of wanting to ai mei? hohoh, that was what mrsheng said. i had soup for both recess and lunch today, amazing. then dinner was noodles which i practically just cut it up into a million smaller pieces and swallow all of it, didn`t chew(ren, inside joke) at all. i can`t brush my teeth too =/ shall use listerine.

trng today was about the same, my headache stopped when trng started lah, so weird. hahah, but anyway, i hope my body won`t ache tomorrow =/ i still have tuition, gah. how am i going to face my teacher?!!

that i can`t find.

2005-10-19T19:44:00.000+08:00

she`s been neglected

i changed my braces colour, it`s purple now. but sadly, the person didn`t put one of the rubber band in properly, so it came off, so now one of my braces is just silver colour. but ah, IM HAVING A HEADACHE NOW from all the pulling of teeth lah. =// very pain, i shall sleep early tonight yet again.

got back some results, so far still ok. getting back english tomorrow, plus chinese and geog, let`s hope all is well too, especially worried for my english.

ah, training tomorrow, my teeth aches, my body aches, im having a headache, and i can`t eat any food =/ (shall not complain anymore.) i want to read finish my book, ok.

she`s been forgotten

2005-10-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

watch how you play

i don`t feel good at all, physically and mentally.

1) RESULTS!!!
2) class chalet
3) right shoulder blade hurt
4) whole body aching

AHHHH.

*reminds self to count to fifteen, or if not enough, count until i cannot count*

2005-10-16T15:06:00.000+08:00

I'm still here and you're gone

ah, it`s screwed.

i shall not say much, you guys shall see me tomorrow. OMG, very screwed lah =(((((( AHH! CRAP.

two more days before R-day, results day. training tomorrow, and my shoulder blade is hurting, i hope it would be okay by tomorrow. wonder whether new coach will come? feel so lazy this few days, shall nap now since it`s raining, best time to sleep.

~~It doesn't mean a thing to me.~~

2005-10-14T21:50:00.000+08:00

i`ll take my chances

i went to school today and everyone who saw me came up and said, "eh, you stone ah?!" yes, i am lah. IM STILL DEPRIVED, i need more sleep.

anyway, post exam activity today was ~~lame~~ fun. we had ultimate frisbee game with g2 first before heading to the hall for some drum performance. there was this gideon (obs instructor) look alike, but maybe after looking more carefully, only the hair is similar. recess then silent reading in the library -.-

only g1 and g2 had this activities, the rest of the classes were chanting bio (rocks). farewell assembly was the last, IM STILL LAUGHING OVER LEOW`S PART (together with penny ang) IN THE VIDEO. it`s so hilarious lah. ahha, SO FUNNY~*~* mr jojo was great too, especially when he came out at the start in his formal clothes. he looks better than at his wedding lah.

ok, im off. don`t want to miss survivor, since i`ve missed amazing race on wed.

on and on..

2005-10-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

the only thing i have

according to my dad, my nose is burnt.

well-spent time this past two days. fun time playing mahjong, hahah. cycled too, (shuwie ni hao le mah?) and then tomorrow`s school again. we are having pe for the whole day, or smth like that, since we don`t take bio, HOHOH. getting back our papers next wednesday, so i`ve got five more days of enjoyment, must spent it well. hopefully, we can watch corpse bride on tues. more photos:

my room during the exam period, messy table and everything.

and this is my table now, much better, and notice that the exam timetable is gone! so yah, whatever.

i haven had a proper sleep during marking days, so early night for me. FIVE HOURS OF SLEEP IS NEVER ENOUGH since exam is over. i need at least a proper eight now, have been so deprived. already have a deprived childhood (inside joke), so i don`t want to be restricted to such simple things in life such as sleeping. im so CRAP. bye. and krystle huan`s phone is nice =)

i want new phone too, two more weeks, shall start counting down. YES.

i`d want you to know.

2005-10-11T20:20:00.000+08:00

a million miles between us

at last, exams are over, though when i went out for the whole day, it didn`t felt like the yay-exam-is-over feeling. watched dukes of hazzard, and omg, preview lounge at cine is quite a nice cinema lah, but it`s DAMN freaky too. the first thing i noticed was a seat right at the back which was slam right at the corner, and there were no other seats in front of it, just the stairs. and ended up, i was sitting beside that chair =/

during the show, i kept smelling deordarant(sp?) that i thought someone was spraying. i didn`t say much about it cause i thought everyone would have smelt it too. then when the movie ended and we went to wisma food republic for late lunch, we started talking about the smell, and guess what? only yongxin, wanting and serene smelt it. the three others who were sitting a row in front of us, gen, krystle and elizabeth didn`t smell anything !!!

anyway, some interesting things that happened during my exam revision period. a weird looking bread, but it`s nice to eat.

and then this happened on the sunday that just passed. strong wind blew past and my door bang, and PIANG, the glass broke. AMAZING. painting in a door, and btw, that painting shows 100 ways of writing the work fu, as in xing fu de du. hah.

that`s about it. next two days, teachers mark, we come out to play =) YAY. im looking forward to tomorrow, first time staying over at friend`s house. HAHAH. really, hahah.

Late last night I had a dream,
And it was then I saw her.

2005-10-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

im regretting something that i should not be regretting, and it sucks to be regretting it at this point of time when almost a year has passed.

something tells me that if i start regretting,
i will regret it even more.
so TELL MYSELF,
no matter what happens, don`t regret, look forward.

look on the bright side, worrying won`t get me anywhere right, so now, just let the night pass, and once tomorrow starts, i will start fresh, and MM, JUST WORK HARD LAH !

done, bye.

2005-09-30T20:04:00.000+08:00

blackcurrent lipton tea

"Peter Stockmann is one who does not love his brother. The two of them have no brotherly love for each other..." (it goes on.)

The only time i can use the computer is when im doing my lit. im too lazy to write out notes, so im typing it out. Had english today, and i wrote about Victory. compre was about Bollywood vs Hollywood. major =// but it was alright, coach jay`s face on my hand was enough motivation to pull through the whole examinations =)

i didn`t get in for the penpal thing, HAHAH (so stupid.) but it`s alright, wanting, jingyi and i will be sharing one =) due to wanting`s lucky hand lah. by the end of exams, we should be receiving the first letter already. if not, then must ahem ahem, HAHAH, better if we don`t receive it right, siao liao.

this whole week has been quite good, passed with memorable events occuring almost everyday. AHHA, aunty (insert word here) ! eight here eight there lah, hah. one week of not blogging and i sound so crazy now, must be exam stress.

1.5 more weeks and we are done, yes! just heard from mum that we might go tasmania end year, last two weeks ah, so won`t clash with softball! oh, and my handphone plan will finish in two years, does it mean i might be able to get a new phone, i highly doubt it lah. i just want that pair of shoes leh!!

i love to mug. i really do.

BOZO TEACHER`S HAMSTER DIED/GOT LOST. (inside joke.)

next year when you have settled down again,
___`t __ _____ ______,
come back __ ________ lor.

2005-09-22T18:44:00.000+08:00

GIVE SOME LOVE <33 TO THE THAI KIDS
ok, today is already over, i was "glowing" when i stood up (?!) as some of you might have described. anyway, if you guys want a penpal give us your name, CLASS, contact numbers and address (WITH POSTAL CODE). put it in 3G1 letter box or pass it to either usarin or yongxin or me lah =)

it`s quite fun doing this thing, think im over enthu or something. so yah, any old clothes or toys or books, bring it to 3G1 too. (though there`s still a problem about where to place the items, since we don`t have a box.) everything in by next tuesday k!

what else can i say about today lah? ___ ____ asked that question and everyone who was surrounding me just started laughing lah !!! -.- k, funny lah. BYEE

your voice sounded so surreal.

2005-09-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

you were the one who left

had an interesting day today...

im going to feel so maluated, you guys will know it by tomorrow. be sure to look out for me, (like i would be so easily spotted lah.) im crapping at this point, but once tomorrow is over, you will get what i mean.

just read something, very NICE, very TRUE, but im tired of it already. nothing much can be done, since i`ve tried, she ignored/had other so-called-more-important things to care about, so i guess just have to accept the new her.

(this is a different she from the above paragraph.) she came back again, with the same top as last week. -.- SAME, i just think it`s quite dot dot dot lah. english intensive was fun again, hahah. i found out that raavi can actually be a very nice guy, and he flirts? (HAH.) i might not be correct, cause this was what happened a few days back.

hwee geok: eh jiayi, what`s the meaning of flirting? leticia doesn`t know.
me: er, how would i know? flirt, flirt lah. like purposely fall in front of a guy stranger.

so yah, i might not be right about him flirting, but yah, i think he is. and the coach waxes his hair, HAHAH.

erm, ok. had a funny day today =))))

i can still be happy.

2005-09-20T19:19:00.000+08:00

you leave me stranded feeling alone

updates of life before i leave the com for a few weeks.

english intensive wasn`t that bad after all, coach jay funny person =) he seriously loves to crap A LOT. but it was quite nice and everything, and my hand farted during the lesson. (inside joke.)

one more week to english final year =/ i`ve started doing notes, but not revising it yet, unless you consider notes as part of revision?! for me, revision means memorising the things, but im not doing that currently. leow has dengue, but i think she`s well enough to come back school and teach, luckily.

we are playing netball for pe, but kind of back to basics, haven started on the actual game yet. will we have a prize for getting second? (HAH !)

lastly, she`s leaving soon. you guys won`t be able to know my feelings right?! hahah, whatever. it`s alright lah, hui guo qu de. yah, that`s all for updates.

in the mean time, new template.

2005-09-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

as i have expected

i won`t be able to update that often now, my mum kind of banned me from using the computer. first, exam is coming. second, need to start revision (which is what im doing now.) third, i guess i should also resist the temptation.

yesterday netball inter-class, we won s3 6-4 in the semis. came to the finals, we were quite gigglely at some part of the game, cause we were playing with g3 and both classes were on quite good terms in a way. then we caught up a few times, drew at one point. but then we lost in the end, 9-10. well, it was a close game, and i enjoyed it. second is good, close fight !

gonna miss playing inter-class, i hope we can have friendly games after exams =) softball stopping also cause of exam. ENGLISH INTENSIVE starting soon =// and i`ve got tuition on monday cause i didn`t go for it yesterday.

shit, i just heard my mum coughing, better go, bye.

*zooms off from the com, starts studying.*

wanted it to be wrong,
but i guess it will never happen.

2005-09-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

unnoticeable changes

v i look at the past few posts that i entered, kind of depressing.

today, im in a change of mood =))) my heart feels lighter. it wasn`t cause she came back or what, that only played a small role. but i just suddenly feel _____. can`t describe the feeling. HAH, just feel lighty i guess !

emaths test was OMG lah, ~~stupid~~ zesa tania, SEE LAH !

so, im in for the english intensive class, or some thing like that. heard it`s being taught by some outside teacher? one and a half hours for SEVEN days BEFORE our FYE starts.

1.5h x 7 = 10.5h (english intensive lessons)
2.5h x 2 = 5h (2 more english tuition before FYE)
Total = 15.5h just on english...

i need time for other subjects !! so before i start freaking out, im starting a bit of revision already.

I don't know why,
So many questions,
I need an answer,
Two years later you're still on my mind.
(this are lyrics from a song, so the two years is... but some are applicable.)

HOHOH.

2005-09-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

All these thoughts locked inside,
Now you`re the first to know.

where shall i begin?

start of school again - term four. sitting 970 again, the familiarity surrounding me. I remembered that she was once on that bus, but those were the days which will never be repeated again.

for the past eight months, so many things have changed. there have been drastic changes but probably quite invisible to our eyes. how contradicting this words are, but I think it`s quite true in a way. those slight changes affected me quite a lot, friendships, feelings, locks, many more which cant be listed down.

anyway, problems that have arised are settling down already. everything is quite peaceful now which is wonderful, even though there might not be good things happening. rather this than bad things eh?

netball`s on friday, im going to be late for tuition =/ never mind, netball more important =)

i don`t want just to see you

2005-09-10T20:20:00.000+08:00

wrong ACCUSATION
time and again i tell myself to forget everything, maybe it will do me good if this ever happens. but there`s just some thing wrong with me, i can`t forget about it. WHY? cause it`s just probably fate, eevrything has been planned just that i don`t know. i just gotta face it and live with it.

do you really think im like that? cause im not, im not that ______.

i really wonder what you think? i probably came too late, yah. ___ ____ first. if only it was the opposite right?! HAIS =/ i don`t know anything now...

the locks have become rusty,
even the right key won`t be able to open it,
i have the right to be ______,
just that ___ will probably not even know,
___-_____ crap.

2005-09-09T20:50:00.001+08:00

i should just forget everything and start anew

^ shuo kong hua er yi.

i saw this really interesting sign today, it has words that said "ta chia how" LMAO, this is the result of hopeless and lousy hanyupinyin, the correct one is actually da jia hao lah.

anyway, i don`t know what`s happening to my eyes, seems to be very tired. it feels very teary though there`s like no water coming out lah, maybe my degree increase already =/ did some work today, BUT I DIDNT BRING BACK ANY TEXTBOOKS, i feel so stupid =((( english tuition was alright, but my eyes were tired lah.

cycled around my house the area today, eyes were feeling quite terrible. i look over there, and i wonder what you are doing. somehow i wished you were there, then we can meet? where are you?

mum and brother going pulau ubin tomorrow, im not going. reckon the house would be left with dad and me, and we are going shopping =) my last shopping before serious mugging starts, right?! exams are scary =/

i need to do serious D.I.Y.s soon, HOHOH. too many keys that im so confused to which key pei with which lock, lmao. your words are quite true lah, but TO A CERTAIN EXTENT ONLY AH =P

there isn`t a story,
there never was one.

FOURTY-ONE ONWARDS !

2005-09-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

it has never been my turn

IM SO SIAN, IM SO SICK, IM SO MOODLESS. it should be quite usual of me, but im like more sian than usual =/

watched red eye today, it was a nice show until the ending which wasn`t drama enough leh. the guy just died like that with no struggling of whatsoever one, not ci ji =( that was the only sad thing about it. so, three movies in three days, im so sick of going out already.

finally tomorrow, not going out for once. crappers coming to my house =))) we might bake muffins? not sure also. i booked pool for you guys k. let`s go play tmr, yay.

i look at my calendar, and i suppose i should be studying real hard now right? revision for EOYs and stuff =/ GAWD, im feeling so restless now i don`t feel like starting up my engine again. if only exams were right after common test, no break in between, then perhaps i will just keep studying, and my pace will be there =/

training tomorrow, please let the sun not be so hot, im already roasting down here during the night. and julie`s quite clever about this. at least she remembers some things, yay for you k.

~~no longer in my memory~~

2005-09-06T19:15:00.000+08:00

No it never came around.
If it did it never made a sound,
Maybe I was absent or was listening too fast,
Catching all the words, but then the meaning going past.

a revelation that was never meant to be, i really don`t know whether i wanted to know it. knowing it makes me feel differently, both good and bad =/ and everytime this kind of thing happen? smth happens to me, im really glad at least i brought a towel with me today.

forget about it, if i can.

im feeling very hot now, must be the sun during trng today. chinese lesson was very fun, we got to stay in the air-con room and kwan left us once she finished her lesson. then at about 1:30 chia came in and said it`s my turn to use the room, so we all just left without telling kwan. cause we were only suppose to leave at 2. imagine her face when she steps into the avt and realises that her whole class has left, lmao.

haven started concentrating on my work =/ that`s very bad since finals are in like a month`s time. i better start settling down once september holidays are over.

CLICK.

2005-09-03T19:23:00.000+08:00

no matter what might happen

I WENT SOMEWHERE TODAY.
what else can i say?

HAHAH =/

aad was boring.

2005-09-02T23:57:00.000+08:00

and i start counting the days,
where im just thinking of things.

yay, i`ve made yet another template for a friend, this time it`s zesa. (stares at KRYSTLE LAU.) lmao, this whole thing is so stupid and funny. but never mind, can laugh about it, then make my heart feel lighter.

remember last time i blogged about my mum, asking her whether any teacher made a big impact on her before? this time, i asked my dad. his was a good impact on his sec2 form teacher. cause that teacher made his english improve tremendously and from a failing maths to a top maths lah. (so his reason for the impact was cause of his results, YAH.)

i need to reach school in seven hours time, yay. AAD rocks only because can help lucytan and she giving us free ice cream coupon that we can go and redeem lah =) hah, think she very nice. and i will be alone for my station, but all i have to do is ask the teams to do the IQ puzzle, which is just two questions like problem-solving. the rest of them have like "becoming-a-genius toys" that they have to handle with, so im quite slack.

sadly, cannot watch red eye tomorrow, never mind, shall catch it soon. and there`s perfect catch too, the only attraction is that the movie is about softball/baseball. i need to save money, been spending too much =/

i better be sleeping soon.

2005-09-01T23:05:00.000+08:00

passing by a place,
some actions just reminds me of the past.

i`ve watched herbie, let`s just say it`s ok if you are thinking of watching it, but it`s seriously lame. that thing can just land on this monster truck and crush it`s top and cause the tyres to fly off, get it?!? luckily i wasn`t sleepy or anything, or i might have fallen asleep. ok, i think im contradicting myself, herbie is an ok movie.

visited marina square for the first time since it`s renovation. shops over there were quite nice, and the things they sold were nice too. i wanted to buy this wrapping paper, but it cost some amount of money which made me not want to buy it, but it was so cute! and i regretted NOT buying it when we were heading home, lol.

we met mr m at the cinema, believe it or not, but he was watching herbie too, LMAO. and his mother looked quite young, hah. it was very funny, we were waiting to go in and i was just talking to zesa when i turned my body and a huge figure stood in front of me, i looked up and saw mr m, first reaction was OMG, lol.

oh, wei lian won superstar. -REJOICES (even though i thought the girl who got second should have won.) it would suck if kelly won it, cause i don`t like her. :P

FIVE MORE ADDED. (36 onwards.)

2005-08-30T23:28:00.000+08:00

i wish that i could

there, focus only on the highlighted part of the photo, ignore the rest. (i blurred part of the name, cause you won`t want to know her full name.) school`s real slow in changing form teacher name, but well, i don`t mind. everyone in class doesn`t mind that it still shows goon instead of ow, so whatever~*~* HAH. our class list is the same too :))))))

yah, so i got back my result slip, no Cs k, quite happy about that. tomorrow`s teacher`s day, going to queenstown primary with waritta and farhana after the celebration. later go town walk ard before meeting zesa in the late afternoon. somehow, im not looking forward to aces day, and i don`t want to wear my house tee =/

softball trng today, had this new thingy called waffle? quaffle? wafer? whatever? it`s damn fun lah, HAH. and we played game again, and we won, yay. but we were nice, so we ran the extra round with the rest lah =) oh, and today played netball like twice, once during pe, the other during recess. exercised quite a lot today lah, quite shuang..

ok, we are giving ow A PIECE OF DRAWING BLOCK -GRINS, but we are not that bad, there`s messages from us written on it lah. :D and i changed my template.

early happy teachers' day !

2005-08-29T21:59:00.000+08:00

updated list of things you don`t know about me =)
TWENTY-SIX ONWARDS !

i passed my english, but my L1R5 is not as good as i`ve expected. my humans have deproved badly this time round, must improve ! there`s meet-the-parents tomorrow, but there`s still school, sad case.

i borrowed another book from the school library xD crazy person. bye, gonna sleep early tonight.

2005-08-28T14:57:00.000+08:00

edit here you are : CLICK HERE!! /edit

sometimes i wish i could take back the time that i`ve wasted, but i know it`s already too late. i know i will regret it someday, and this is probably the time; don`t know what else to say..

tomorrow`s monday, a new week again. tuesday`s meet the parents, is there school? wednesday`s celebration and thursday`s holiday. oh wait, there`s trng on tues, so no matter what, i`ve to come to school, so whatever. hopefully trng would be fun again =) i should be getting back ss and english tomorrow, pray real hard ! i don`t want my parents to worry about my english especially, yah.

joke for you guys : MSN = Mass Student Network (ok, it`s not really a joke.)

ok, i might start a list of things-you-dont-know-about-me, shall see first. shouldn`t be having frequent updates of blog anymore, mood is back to usual. ohyah, changed my friendster profile, that`s about it.

and hao peng you, i happen to saw your testimonial to your best friend, lol.

2005-08-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

gone too far

ohho, realised that i have been frequently updating my blog everyday (: might not be very often you see this kind of things nowadays. but since my mood is quite ok this few days, so im blogging :D

we won g2, 9-2. it was the funnest game ever, and although i wasnt the GS, but GA is very nice to play =) everyone played very well today, yay. we won all the games, so we are going into the semis, but not confirm which class we playing against yet, either s1 or s3 though.

oh, we got back lit common test too, 16/25 =/ getting back english and ss next monday. serene tay yixi happily got FIRST in class for english lah, 40/50, i can just dream of gettting that marks =/ i really want to do well for english.

sorry julie, waritta and zesa. tomorrow`s family day for me, so i can`t go out k! i might be checking out the zen neeon :P cause i hinted my dad whether i could get a reward cause of my both maths and chem =) and he got the hint, though my mum opposed. LOL, i shall see how the neeon looks like first. yay. you guys happy ******* hor, dont know whether i can say, so must asterik it. shall play with you all some other time =)

k, in case you guys dont know, HERE. ask me for the necessary stuff if you want to know it, night.

2005-08-25T21:07:00.000+08:00

nothing much to think of

IMAGE 1 i seemed to be in a happy mood today, so i shall blog =) parent`s like to stress us out. my dad came home one day entering my room and passed me this foolscap paper. amazing =/

IMAGE 2 maybe perhaps training was fun today, so it cheered my mood up a little. seeing miss peh was quite nice lah, and we played "games" too, which was fun. and then lucytan gave us some puzzle thingy to play with, quite addicted to it now. (julie, recognise the figure, it`s the number 46 in the set. YAY.)

ok, think im going to try out the rest of the puzzles later =) lucytan rocks! heh. heard that we are getting back lit paper tomorrow, all the best sia. eating roti boy now, reminds me of something, yah, something...

2005-08-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

i saw you there

mm, still haven get back my english results =/ next week i suppose. haven gotten back lit and ss too, maybe tomorrow?

i`ve been sleeping quite early this few days, but not today lah. =) i think im crazy, but it must be the lack of homework that`s making me sleep so early. feel so slack and everything, luckily i borrowed a library book, im mad~*~*

watched the maid yesterday at tiong, the maid is actually just a grey grey figure. i was so freaked out at the start due to wanting`s persistent pestering. things like cross your legs, or else later some hand grab you from below =/ i was wearing my windbreaker the whole show, luckily it was translucent.

chinese oral today was fast. anglaypeng was okok, not much comment about her. tomorrow`s trng, and softball is seriously cheating my money lah! im so broke already still have to pay four more bucks =/

ohyah, geck keat is one smart ass, she beat me in both maths lah! got first =/ im only complaining cause ... so yah, lol. that`s about it, i want to get back my combined humans, night.

2005-08-21T16:21:00.000+08:00

not much left

change template, bye bye.

2005-08-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

i want to see you again

won netball 10-2 against c1, next wed will be playing against g2.

got back both of my sciences common test paper already. chem was ok, but physics quite saddening. don`t want to talk about it anymore. next week`s chinese oral =/ and i still don`t know whose my examiner, but it should be either ang or zhang =/ both sucks lah k. julie is so lucky to get KWAN!! omg, if i get kwan, it`s the first time i will appreciate having her lah.

jian dan ai and jian jian dan dan are nice songs that you guys should go and listen =) im influencing julie until both of us are now so addicted to it. when we were in mrsheng`s car to turf city, we just kept on listening to jian jian dan dan. LMAO. it`s a really really nice song =)

i`ve started watching aqua heroes julie! nice show, quite interesting. but some things that they say are quite off leh. shall ask you about it some other day (: ok, there`s trng tomorrow, and my right arm hurts like shit. we should be watching a movie tomorrow ! yay.

peng you, i catching up already =)

everything else.

2005-08-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

forced to fake a smile,
a laugh everyday of my life.

omg, common test is finally over.

don`t want to talk about any papers now, just that i think we might be getting back some by this week. today went to turf city to watch finals, just when they reached tie breaker, they had to postpone to game =/ but it was scary lah, a lightning just suddenly shot down from the sky to the ground.

i got the piano score for TONG HUA!!! going to try playing it on the piano soon, but only right hand. quite hard to play both hands, but maybe i will try it out, hopefully the outcome is nice (:

tomorrow`s netball game against c1, should win lah. i have nothing to blog about, but training`s starting again. sadly we are kind of having lots of something something-LESS one. quite pek cek lah.

i want to watch bewitched, THE MAID and charlie.

2005-08-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

let the rain wash away the pain

four subjects left, im so not rejoicing, unlike julie. the wonders of specific heat capaciy, latent heat of fushion and latent heat of vapourisation. the amazing viscous lava that flows out and form what do you call that kind of volcanic mountain? ok, whatever~*~*

just four more days and i will be done, it seemed so short. but sometimes i want it to pass slowly, then i can have more time for revision =/ wed`s netball game, ok, looking forward to it.

sometimes i do wish i have the courage to do some things that i cant do, but i know i will never be able to do it. it`s so contradicting, i look back at things and i really want to ask some questions, but im not afraid to admit that im scared of hearing the answers.

before you guys start asking what im blogging about, i better stop. night.

2005-08-10T00:06:00.000+08:00

let it be

no one did anything sorry to anyone, just study hard for common test.

have been mugging for the whole day, hardworking or not?! one more day before common test starts =/ my life`s hasn`t been exactly interesting for the past two days, just studying for common test, nothing much.

bbq yesterday was alright, but i was so tired by the time i reached home. and i was carrying so many things home lah. peacehaven(sp?) is a damn nice place, like a condo. but it`s seriously too far away, took us 1hr plus for the trip to and fro. and we didn`t do much except for letting the old folks feel our presence on the bus.

serving them food in the mpr was fun =) shirlenekoh`s daughter very cute, her name is something like ariel(?!) looks a lot like koh. mm. concert was ok ok, singing the songs were the best part i guess.

the post is gone, take it that i never say anything. but hopefully you can still keep it in mind. but yah, study hard first.

(like what she told me to do.) - this is not for you ah.

2005-08-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

here we are,
and time goes by.

new template, my sudden craze over westlife. you know their "world of our own" cd, i bought it like three years back?! but i didn`t listen to all the songs in the album, so one fine day i started listening to them, and realise that many of them are nice songs. so yes, westlife rocks !

do you guys recognise who is in the picture at the side profile?! (looks at julie.)

ahh, my stomach pain. think im hungry =/ GAH. anyway, i cut my hair. (looks at julie again.) my dad asked me whether i wanted to go check out the zen neeon, but i told him got commontest. so never go =( but yah, never mind. i told him i wanted to see the thing, then maybe decide whether i can buy or not. heh.

having your own mp3 would be good good. i want new handphone too leh. hais. so many wants, but are they really needs? (recalls homeecon textbk, lmao.) oh, i exceeded my smses already, so if i dont reply you, sorry k.

gawd, my stomach too much HCL. i need ~~NH40H~~ MG(OH)2 now..

2005-08-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

so afraid that you`re saying it`s over;
the last thing that i want to hear.

IM LEARNING MALAY! if im not wrong.. signed up for the malay course with a few others, if we get in, woots. hahah, think it would be quite fun to learn malay, then maybe i can communicate in malay alr =) (stares at xz.) hohoh. quite excited if i get it, hopefully i will commit to it, heh.

all the tests are officially over already, no more twenty-four =( if i pass, im happy already. today got back my amaths, so happy. i thought i won`t do well, but got 17/20. and the question i got wrong was the simplest question in the whole test =/ lmao, cartoon lah. linear law lor, hais.

"five days rest" starts tomorrow, yay. period for mugging of common test. mugMUGmug.. =/ at least we had tests this week, so some of the subjects chapters had already been covered.

i might be cutting my hair. and i just realised i still haven get the half blood prince yet ): i shall get it after common test. oh, and before i forgot, thanks to adrienne, i realised my blog link has a spelling error, heh. in good english, it`s suppose to be fourty-six. but ohwells, as what they`ve said, it`s to emphasise it`s a FOURtySIX. the -ty is just to join the numbers together *hints* ok, so good night~*

thanks for that,
even though it doesn`t mean much to you.
it means a lot to me,
i LOVE the keychain lah =)

2005-08-03T19:46:00.000+08:00

~~you ren bian le. bu zi dao ta zi bu zi dao. ke neng shi wo ba, wo ye bu zi dao. ji shi zi dao le, you zeng yang? ke neng hai hui yi yang, xian shi si wu fa gai bian li shi de.~~

ke neng wo dou bu shi shu yu ze li. ye xu? huo xu? (you shui neng gao shu wo ne?)

~~ni ye xu zi dao le, xiang gai bian, dan you hao xiang bu zai gai bian. er bian de gen zao. bu zi xian zai fa shen le se me shi, wo ye bu xiang zi dao. ke neng wo xiang tai duo le.~~

zong zi, ni hao xiang bian le. ni zi dao ma?

chemtest postponed to friday, yay. amaths test was screwed, emaths a little. and i didn`t do one of the questions for ss, insufficient time. =/

changed my braces colour already =) redREDred. today`s trip to sgh was so funny, hohoh. long story, and i stupidly took 174 home. made one whole round before reaching my place, when i could`ve just taken 970. heh.

tomorrow`s my 2.4 byebye.

2005-08-01T00:07:00.000+08:00

i really don`t know what`s there to say

A function is when an element x of X is mapped to exactly one element y of Y.

my new love <3 absoulute functions especially. quote the two chopsticks unquote that was from zesa btw, she just called me. *checks time* yes, that`s how cham we are. and whatever questions she asked me, i had to double check with my dad =/ GAH! what am i going to do for my amaths test!

and then there`s ss too. why do i want to learn about asean? and un? to add on, there`s emaths (which i have no idea what chapters we are tested on even.) and chem =/ salt, my general knowledge of salt = sodium? (Na) not that salt that they have in the textbook! (CuSO4) what else is there?! crapped up ~~lah~~.

im just going to rant on and on... so good night. i hope i`ve educated you guys enough -.-

2005-07-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

i wish this never ends

ah, im thinking of it again =/

today`s umpiring was so stupid lah, mrsheng blew the whistle most of the time, lol. and according to julie, i wasnt blowing loud enough. but it was quite fun in a way. just rotted there and still reached tuition place on time. was so tired by the time tuition started, my eyelids were so heavy i closed my eyes almost immediately (?!) lmao, is that considered good use of english words?

don`t know what`s going on with some people. does she even realise that everything around her is changing? does she even knows? anyway, i don`t really want to bother about this whole matter, let it just go with the flow and see what the result would be. i really don`t want to care.

im not trying to be selfish or what, but i guess i have my own problems too.

tomorrow`s hci sports forum thing, and trng after that. i want to cut my hair! good night.

you are not a doctor,
you are something else.

2005-07-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

you can`t see my tears;
cause im in the water

im not blogging that often now, too cropped up with things. this week`s tests all over, at least. next week can just be another torturous week for me, having four tests =/ ss, emaths, amaths and chem. and the week after next is commontest, omg lah.

something just got into my mind all of a sudden, don`t know what to do about it too. i suddenly feel like doing that thing... hais. but i don`t want to, gah. im just ranting nonsensical stuff lah, good night.

im not in the mood to blog at all, but in attempts of keeping my blog alive, here is the entry. i might be changing template, yet again. since simple templates are easy to make, can finish it in like 5mins the most. good night.

but you told me you can see it,
cause my heart is here.

2005-07-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

three hours

everyone`s going offline already. tomorrow`s half day, but there`s ss test after school :( quick post before going to sleep too. change template, again. maybe im too free or what, or im just purely bored. common test coming soon, so sad.

hmm, suppose to be doing something tomorrow after school, but apparently ss had to disrupt it, and i won`t be doing it tomorrow. hais, i really wonder what it is leh, but she doesn`t want to tell me. GAH. 5 words : how hard it is to say those words.

my brother has been having this weird boy-style-pms problem. keep saying i talk too long on the phone, like wth, isn`t that a good sign? since im always described as "jiayi doesn`t like to talk on the phone." pfft, and he says the bills will go up due to this. i rather say if i talk it`s cheaper than texting lah. forget it, whatever.

don`t know why, but i suddenly want it to rain now.

a month to treasure everything.

2005-07-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

she still remembers

thanks to serene, im like listening to girl in the mirror a million times. nice song by britney, though i don`t really like her. anyway, i want to slaugter magata lah. she so revengeful! GAH. but im going to get back one mark, cause i accidentally found one of my wrksheets =) yay. i hope she accepts it, or im seriously going to @#!^!&! her.

i`ve been surfing around the creative website. ZEN NEEON!!! woots. 329bucks, it`s considered reasonable already, some more there`s features like voice recorder and fm radio that ipod doesn`t have. and what`s more is my cousin works in creative, so do you think i can get it at staff price? but that is if my dad actually agrees to buy it for me, which is perhaps 0.00000001% probability =/

had two phone calls which none i picked up =/ and friends told me i should have picked it up. ARGH, i cannot lah. i will freak out one. and today i had a call from private number, didn`t pick it up either, was too scared to do that. i seriously wonder who it is from, and i think im regretting not answering it now... =( (if anyone who DID call me on my hp, and your number is private, PLEASE tell me.)

tuition tomorrow; eeyer. oh, and i GOT MY CLASS TEE ALREADY! yay. not bad k, not bad. i like the back more than the front =)

oh, forgot to add, the chinese words are something like : if you can`t find me in this life, you would definitely find me in the next life. (ok, im not a very good translator lah.) it sounds more meaningful in chinese compared to english.

2005-07-19T16:43:00.000+08:00

to let someone go

okay, she is back in singapore. what can i say? shock, shock and more shock. don`t ask me a lot of questions, i myself also not very sure lah. lol. k, im just shock. kept on omg-ing in the afternoon, LMAO.

today was suppose to run 2.4, but we told pennyang we were not ready, so she postponed it to next week. yay. and i had a muscle-pull at my left calf this morning, aching like mad. and it was an on off thing, so kind of weird. luckily there wasn`t any mass run.

oh, i saw my crystals from the chem experiment, not bad. but it`s quite small, lol. i didn`t ~~book~~ cook it slowly lah, right? whatever, got crystals can already. we might be getting our class t this friday, our orange class tee. =/ and im not looking forward to speech day, sighs.

killer week next week, four tests! =/ but there`s netball, so still ok. oh, i finally manage to get the complete version of incomplete. YAY-NESS. ahha, im looking forward to changing my braces colour, i hope i dont get lost on the way to sgh =/ tell me what colour i should get!

can`t see how life could be the same without that person

edit i forgot to add, updated my wishlist. decided that some points can never be cancelled out lah, or rather cancelled and then UNcancelled again. (one of the bolded ones.) youknowhatimean... ok. night. /edit

2005-07-17T17:58:00.000+08:00

maybe you`ve been brainwashed

HOHO. i stayed up late this morning, slept only at 0130. was doing something =) i think im so zhun lah, hahah. ok, i shall stop crapping or people might just start asking a million questions, which obviously i don`t really intend to answer xD

tomorrow`s start of school again, third week right? chinese test coming up soon =/ i don`t really like the new format of the paper. talking about chinese, kwan forgave us, in case i haven told you guys. (like i so love kwan lah.) touch rugby for pe, woots !

think im getting a headache soon, not sure why. suddenly, im addicted to you and me by lifehouse. see lah, hpy send me the song, now i keep on listening to it, lol =) but it`s a nice song lah, especially the lyrics. i want read harry potter and the half blood prince...

happy belated birthday.
love, me.

2005-07-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

don`t say goodbye

i don`t know what`s happening, but my heart seems to be screwing me up =/ ahh, can`t say anything here, only my heart knows what`s happening now, can`t even tell anyone. who am i to you...? there are so many questions in my head now, but i won`t be able to ask any of them, im quite sure of that. can i ask you something?!

oh yah, i don`t want to put my tagboard on my blog page, it`s not very nice, and quite irritating, can`t stand (so i should sit) the size of it. it`s too small lah, SORRY. so support freewebs and click for the tagboard pop-up. YAY.

i just proposed the creative mp3 to my dad, he just said buy lor. wonder whether he`s serious about it or not. said it could be my christmas present, like that would be the most valuable present i ever get. (i don`t even get such a pricey present for my birthday.) and cause my cousin works in creative, so can get stuff price, so why don`t i just get a zen micro? heh. lol. taking advantage eh.

tomorrow`s going to be a busy day, family day =) byee.

like what we did last time..

2005-07-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

in my mind

gah, my computer is damn screwed. i can`t access everyone`s blog, other than mine and livejournal, lol. not even blogspots, WTH. until this problem is solve, replies will be on my tb itself. sorry.

ahh, c div into quarters, YAY. won nanhua 9-5, good game k, must continue to persevere. tomorrow`s inter-class netball. us against c3, lol. zesa`s umpiring for that game, hahah, so funny lah. lol. oh, and julie got full marks for emaths test, wth. haven gotten back both of my maths tests yet, cause some pple haven even done it. =( feel like getting it back leh.

i watch F4 (fantastic four) already. yest night, quite a nice show, not bad. it was only a one and a half hours show, but it felt damn long, not that i was bored or what. nice lah. im like finally watching a movie, at last. already given up hope on initial d and a lot like love =( hais.

friday`s school let off early, goodgood. im off to do my work, ciao~*

2005-07-10T00:26:00.000+08:00

without you

ever since school reopen about two weeks ago, im quite lazy to update my blog. change template and added a wishlist for my blog.

ah, few tests just over. some nie teacher taking over rebakah yeo ): i don`t want leh, though should give a chance. and next week`s geog mini test =/ freak, must study plate movement : divergent plate, transform plate and convergent plate. OMG, i can actually remember them. actually i must think of the good side of having the test, at least i would study for it, and not have last minute studying when exam comes. ohwell, like whatever.

julie is high, period. she`s trying to match the same song that im listening, lmao. first it was something about you, then dang ni, then now it`s hundred years. is she not high?!

my brother has some scholarship thingy alright, moe thing, he got invited. but i think his turning it down, not interested in teaching career i guess. pfft, now i feel so hopeless. he gets so many millions of achievements lah, and im like zero? NYAA GOLD (shoke nathan`s hand.), and this thing now. =/ gah.

good morning everyone.

2005-07-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

come back now

this whole thing has taken a big sudden change, and i don`t really want it to happen. if only there was a better way of solving it, but i don`t think there is. i really don`t want this to be a repeat of last year, it isn`t a good feeling, i`ve experienced it myself. i don`t want this whole thing to be happening, can`t we just go back to the past. can`t we just be friends, like we always were.

im worried about what will happen in the end, is there a better way out? damn, don`t feel like caring about anymore of this. i feel like just minding my own business, freak.

tomorrow`s oral, and lauwenli is my invigilator. HOW WONDERFUL CAN IT GET?! i think im like those kind of abnormal person, who gets even more scared when you are being tested by someone you know and she knows you too. that`s what going to happen to me, i know lau, she knows me, wth am i going to do in front of her =/ wish me luck, wish me lots of luck.

when tomorrow is over, i would really be very glad. and whatever that is going to happen tomorrow, i don`t want to think about it now. bye.

and help me out in all this.

edit i won`t say anything about fourty-six already. im quite sick of everything that is happening around me now, not referring to the 46thing. but you guys can continue guessing for fourty-six is, makes me happy =) and sometimes laugh, and sometimes (according to friends.), blush. -.- HAH. good night. /edit

2005-07-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

no matter how i fight it

im was pissed, i was very pissed, but now i`ve calm down.

woke up in the morning, planned to go cck to make ezlink and buy wallet. reached there, they told me that i had to bring a photo with me wearing my uniform. so i had to go back all the way home to take it and go back there again, PFFT. at least when i reached there, everything was okay already. made my ezlink, bought my wallet, ate lunch and met usarin at foodcourt. went back home after settling everything.

came home, so tired. used the computer and manage to watch LOST !! yay-NESS. at least im having some good karma now, hopefully it will last for a longer time. did nothing much after lost, just slack around till parents came home. doing book review now - the apprentice. getting all the help i can get from the internet, cause i read this book like last year? so can`t really remember all the content now. but it`s a nice book lah. feel so guai, at least i did all the work im suppose to do =) heh.

freak lah, everybody around me is so on. watch all the movies that they want to watch, and im still here, stuck at the same place. still haven watch the movies i wanted to watch. damn. (batman wasn`t a movie i wanted to watch.) stupid lah.

my father has some free (insert sum of money) of philips product. and my mum was asking me whether i wanted a mp3 player. but philips mp3 is not that good, and when i went to look for it in their website, not even there. =( i rather just get the creative one. and my dad said christmas present, if only. hah.

just can`t let you go;

oops, forgot to add, HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY MUM. (tomorrow then her birthday.)

2005-07-03T14:07:00.000+08:00

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I SUDDENLY FEEL SO CRAZY OVER HARRY POTTER, HAHAH. /edit

i just want you to know

my long post just got deleted, i have nothing else to say.

two days of happiness, and now im doomed with bad luck. or can i use bad karma too. =/ that busdriver actually suspects me of being an adult, faking as student. wth, i paid cash to get on the bus (cause i didn`t have my ezlink yet.) and he told me to show my student pass. ALDFKAHLKHJA. said i didn`t have it and he demanded me to pay 90cents instead. so i search my pocket, not enough cash, so he let me off this time. WTH, I AM A PURE STUDENT LAH, CRAPPED UP PERSON !

yest, josef`s wedding, arrived there half hour early. wedding wasn`t that bad, go see the photos for illustrations. ltr headed for town, went to pacific plaza first. search for wallet, dont have. went fareast, wt, yx, ser, pet, jas, yl took neos, then usa, sufan, jingyi and i went to longjohn first. we didn`t felt like taking lah. ate lunch there, took some pictures. (look at album.) after lunch, yl, jas and jingyi left first.

then went to heeren, still hoping to find a wallet. none were nice lah, pfft. so after that pet, sufan and usa left. wt, serene, yx and i went to cine, still trying to find wallet. but apparently cine dont really sell wallets lah. then wt had to leave, left ser, yx and me. we decided to watch a movie, wanted to watch a lot like love, sold out. war of worlds also sold out. so we bought batman tics in the end, had to wait for an hour.

took silly pictures while waiting for time to pass, refer to album again. movie was weird, complicated and more complicated. the three of us all tried to stay awake, yx was even slapping herself during the movie. lmao. i could have just closed my eyes, but the movie was $9.50, so must stay awake. went home after that, we got lost at first, cause they close down the bus stop nearest to cine. had to walk all the way to behind taka that bus stop, and i rushed home for mum`s birthday dinner celebration.

reached home and they decided to go tanglin mall for the dinner. $#!^!!$#%&. you could have imagined how i felt, i rushed back to meet them and they are heading back to where i was, gah. so we went to oaks to eat, i ate some grilled salmon fillet and pasta, damn filling. after dinner, went to royal sporting house, i bought a shirt over there. HEH. like it leh, hahah.

jingyi`s target yest was to make usarin and i wear a skirt. lol, of course she didn`t suceed lah. and my mum was also saying she wanted me to wear skirt leh, wth. maybe i should be more girl, though i am a girl. whatever.
long update ah, ALBUM UPOADED HOR. for slow people who still don`t realise it. it`s under others. k, bye. im going to have afternoon sleep now, ciao.

would you still be here?

2005-07-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

just want you to know

i think im having serious STM =/ can`t seem to remember things lah, one moment im suppose to tell someone something, and the next moment i can`t remember what i want to tell that person. and things that happened yest, i can`t even recall ! gah, must be the increasing stress im getting. must be =/

today was youth day celebration, concert was damn short. day sucks like shit, had to rush here rush there. from school dismiss, go buona vista in hope of making my new ezlink card. office close down, then go eat at market, went to yx`s house for awhile, then went back home. bathe and pack bag, then had to rush to tuition again. took cab there in the end =) heh, and then did my tuition homework in cab. that taxi driver seemed to think i knew singapore so well, ask me whether i want to go by bukit batok or bukit timah, how would i know? then later ask whether want to go by teck whye or chua chu kang, again, how would i know?

tomorrow`s josef`s wedding, tong bang-ing(?!) pet`s car, heh. after wedding might go out watch movie - a lot like love/initial d. and you know josef going cambodia for honey moon next week, lmao. of all places, cambodia =/ that reminds me to bring my cam, take video of his wedding. i can imagine how many million students would probably be there lah, must well just make it a half the SCHOOL clique gathering. (note: it`s not half the CLASS clique anymore. lol; inside joke.)

i think our temp. class t is so CUTE. hah, under construction. shall post some pictures of it next time when i get hold of the photos from yongxin =) yeah. i was in the mood of taking pictures today, lol. first time i took so many photos, HAH! weird hor. gee.

my eyes closing soon, byebye. good night |) - closed eyes smiley.

Some days I make it through;
and then there's nights that never end.

2005-06-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

i`m ready to come home

just watched manhunt, bitchy boys are hilarious. i can`t believe kelvin is the embedded model, fricking shit lah. but his acting not bad, the bad boy in the whole group. mm. jon j. is really good lah, his attitude, character and everything else, yay. lost tomorrow, but apparently my father would not allow me to watch it cause he wants to watch channelU instead. -pouts. but if xz passes me the thing, i wont need to fight with my dad anymore !

today`s cdiv match against orchidpark, score was 7-3 i think. favour of orchidpark though. never mind k, still got hope one! play well for the other games and you guys can still make it through. focus on sat`s game now, what`s pass has already passed and cannot be changed, so look ahead and stuff lah. =)

tmr`s trng and mass run. i dont want to run! lao tian ye ke yi ming tian xia yu mah?

okay, about my blog link being fourty-six, stop trying to guess what it means lah. no, it`s not her height, her weight, her age, what other guesses did julie mentioned? it means something, but it`s none of the above, so keep on guessing, but i won`t say anything. heh, have fun thinking what it means. and it`s not the no. of smses, that`s the stupidest lah.

mm, today morning woke up at 520 =/ was so fresh, cause had afternoon nap+night sleep, so you know the amt. of hours of sleep i had, so yeah. today morning was hyper again, for another reason. HOHOH! i still can`t believe it lah, the whole incident that happened in the morning. shocking, happy, disbelieve(sp?), speechless, heart-pounding. HAH.

things are getting better...